Alright, so for the past year or so, I’ve been dealing with some SERIOUS depression. It was so severe that I considered suicide multiple times a day, never wanted to talk to anyone (including my family), and I just completely loathed life itself.
Well, since i moved to my new school (I’m a senior) things have really gotten so much better.
I’ve finally overcome my depression without any type of medication or regular counselling, and my family hasn’t seen any signs of my bipolar disorder in a long time. I feel great.
I’ve finally started to get out there. I’ve made a lot of close friends, and I’ve been living like a normal teenager for once.
Well, getting to the main problem. I met this guy- Nick. My friend (one of his best friends) introduced me to him. We instantly hit it off, but we aren’t dating. I don’t know what it is, we act like a couple but I preferred if we stay friends and see where things go in the future.
Okay, here’s the REAL problem- I may be pregnant.
we had unprotected sex twice, and both times it was too late before i noticed that he wasn’t using protection….stupid me, I know. The first time was eight days ago (last Friday) and the most recent time was three days ago (Wednesday).
The symptoms aren’t obvious yet. But me being so paranoid about being pregnant, I did some serious research.
I’m going to take a pregnancy test in about a week. I’m just not sure what to do about Nick. He’s your typical guy- loves sports, being with his buddies, and he’s just a really carefree spirit.
I don’t want to ruin that for him, assuming I AM pregnant. And again, we’re only friends. I just don’t know what I should do! should I tell him?
I considered getting an abortion and just not telling him about anything. I don’t want to worry him.
Help? Thanks guys, so much!
Ariana
