I stopped caring.Help?

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Im tired of not caring. I just want to be able to feel again. My friends told me to grow up and quit worrying about only yourself, but every time i try to help, someone tries to silence me. I really dont know what to do..if i start to care again people will only push me away. If i stay the way i am, no one will acknowledge my general existence.. im so tired of being alive.

Category: Tags: asked November 7, 2013

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Sorry in advance if this makes it worse, but I myself have already disacknowledged my own existence. I'm a geek with social skills fit only for work environments, almost nothing else. I have parents who only acknowledge my existence if I'm troubling them in any way and would subsequently insult me for having troubled them in the first place. However, I've learned that being off of anyone's grid let me enjoy things that no one has to bother me over. I enjoy good food, working out heavily, and a plot-driven video game. The rest of the world can burn for all I care. I found my happy place, and I stopped caring what I could give to others. I only cared about what I could give to myself. I know I'm different from you and enjoy things you probably don't, but my point is try to find something you enjoy that others can't silence and focus on it. Focus on the goal that that activity will give you, and let those voices that say you should care or shouldn't care be drowned out in the blank parts of your mind.
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I've been in this situation so many times...My best suggestion is to not hide your emotions. You can't keep them bottled up inside. When you say you don't care, I think you mean that you're too scared to show that you do care. But believe me, find someone who will listen to you. Find them, and let them help. If it's a teacher, or a friend, or a parent, please, let them help.And also, when you say you're tired of being alive, you're tired of what your life is now. You don't want it to be over, I don't think, but rather, you wish it were different. If you need to talk, I'm here. I hope you feel better soon.
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If your friends make you feel this way or do not care about what you say, maybe it's time for some new friends. Don't feel bad about yourself for trying to be a good friend.