well i posted one of these before today, not to long ago but i left out a lot of details, well to fill in the blanks, first i lost all my friends and im being bullied, i have tried to reconnect with them and the bullying is getting worse and worse, people are asking me stupid questions like whats the square root of 25 and stuff. i find myself sitting alone in a crowded room and i hear about people thinking im annoying. my parents abuse me and i cant really do anything about it i mean i love the stuff they buy me, im 14 and they already bought me a mercedes cunvertable. ive been really depressed and i keep wondering how to get my life back. i have no one to talk to because all my friends left me after a musical i did. i just found out how bad my school really is and i walk with my head down every day. my insecuritys are getting worse and worse and my teachers are even giving me greaf. its the end of the year and my teachers are afraid we are going to get lazy so their pileing all this crap on us. im soooo stressed and i just need to know how to get things back to normal. i have no one. i used to have all the friends you could ask for and i would look forward to school. now im afraid to get out of bed in the morning beccause id have to suck up my pride and just listen to what people have to say about me
