I guess I’ll try to make this story short.
I’ve liked this dude for a long time, since Sept of 2012. He started talking in either December, January, or February, I still can’t remember right. We became best friends. But then, the tornado came, his house was hit, he moved away May 2013, broke up with his girlfriend Sept 2013, and I told him I think I love him a little after that. A little later, in Oct, he said he loved me for the first time. We were a thing, and we started actually dating on Jan 29 this year. We broke up at the end of March, beginning of April, because not being able to see me was depressing him. (I’m not allowed to date, so I couldn’t see him.) he said we could still be friends and all that and a little later on we kinda did a thing again, like he suggested just acting like our breakup never happened for one full day. I don’t think I did that though. Later I talked to him again, he said something about me not being able to get over him when he had “recently moved on.” He dated that girl for a month, they broke up June 5 if I remember right. Pretty much the next day we were back together.. Not anything official, but it was like none of it had ever happened. It’s been great, but on like Monday or Tuesday night he’s been like he was with our breakup. I dunno, we aren’t happy more, I feel like I’m not enough for him, I can’t keep him happy and it makes me feel bad. I love him a lot, and he says he loves me too, but I guess it’s the distance that bothering him? Even though we’ve been trying to figure out how to. We were actually going to but the day before he like got all blah with me, and all the other people that were going to come wouldn’t have shown anyway, and now that we were all together again, we were gonna try. But I just uh don’t know what to do. Helpppp