Ok so I had this best friend for 3 years, we did so many things together and we spent every minute together as well. But then he started withdrawling away from me because he was always playing Minecraft with some girls he met online and that caused us to get into fights because I would start useless drama, like I would always confront him for “ignoring me and choosing them and Minecraft over me” Which I regret with all my heart..Because 2 months ago or so we got into a really intense fight and he stopped talking to me. Just like that. And once I had to ask him an important question about something and he was like REALLY cold towards me.And then he acted like I wasn’t there, etc. etc. And now that school has started I’m all alone..I can’t make any friends. My school system works really differently so we have a full school of people from 1st to 10th grade, and I’ve been in a class with the same people for 9 years so it would be impossible to make friends now since everyone has found their groups a long time ago. I did it too but now this happened..And I’m just so lonely :’( ..He hasn’t even contacted me at all, except when he was asking for an IP for Minecraft. And when I asked a friend to ask him why he did that he said that I was too dramatic and his life has gotten better because there’s no drama..
I just can’t believe how he can just throw away a friendship of 3 years, just like that! He dosen’t even care about my feelings..
But I really want him back, I miss the times we had together so much..Me, him and his friends together. The laughs, the random stuff, our future plans..
Any tips on how I can get him back??
I tried texting him and it went like this:
me: “hi”
him: “hi.”
me: “umm.. I was wondering, are you still mad at me? :/”
and he didn’t answer after that, I feel so heartbroken :’(..
I’ve been having a lot of dreams about him too, because I miss him so much, I feel like I’m going crazy without him! I feel so weak, for needing him. If I would tell him that he would get full of himself and stuff..
Anyways.. before I end this question I wanna add one thing, but I don’t know if it’s that important but..
When I asked the friend for information on how he feels about this whole thing and he said:
“Well I KINDA miss her sometimes but I’m not like sad or anything”..
And sometimes I catch him looking at me in class, but maybe it’s just my imagination.
PLEASE HELP SOMEONE I’M GONNA DIE OF LONLIENESS!!!.. I feel miserable.
