i love him so much that i even cry thinking about him everynight.but i’m confused.yes,we are not talking to each other.but still, i love him a lot. i care him a lot. and i don’t want him back. what should i do?i have a huge pain in my heart :’(
i dnt know whether he will treat me like his princess or not,but i’m going to treat him as my prince.our love has happened not by looks,but by understanding our hearts.my bro didn’t like him somehow and that is the reason i have to avoid him bcoz i respect my bro and i love my bro. so even if i ignore this reason.
there is another problem.ours is a distant relationship which happened through phone.i used to talk to him hours by hours.he used to say about a girl in their clg,as his frien.one day he suddenly told that he liked that girl and he wanted both of us. as i didnot want to loose him..i accepted even for this reason.later the other girl knew this thing and she stopped talking to him after saying him that “you wouldn’t find a lover like her”.later after few days,everything was not fine with me somehow,so i stopped talking to him.he then called me many times and said that he did like that to make me study as my studies are becoming worse.so, i accepted him back.but things are not the same.i dint have the same trust on him.i rejeced him.later again accepted him.this happened so many times. and finally he said u that m not stable and requested me to be with him life long.this time i said a final NO.
so now before a month i talked to him for few times due his request because he missed me it seems (my words show that i lost trust in him). but i’m seriously missing him.i love him so much.i care him a lot.but i don’t want him back :’(