we’ve been together for 5 months then one time i asked him about his past relationships, i am curious i just want to know his past relationships. then he told me about his ex girlfriend before, they’ve been together for 3 months then he told me that they casually having sex before they’re officially became girlfriends/boyfriends.he didn’t told me exactly why they broke up, he told me that his ex pretends to be pregnant because she wanted to get back to him before but that didn’t worked out as well. after knowing his messy past, i got hurt. so much.. i feel a little bit dirty knowing that he had sex with a lot of women before. i cried a lot but i pretend that im fine in front of him. what do you think i should do? i know i shouldn’t be dwelling on the past.but thinking about his ex girlfriends gave me chills. what is the best thing to deal with this? im desperate please help. i love him so much.. but his past keeps haunting me and hurting me.