Hey! Thanks for your taking your time into coming to read my question, so..
Before I type it out, I must tell, there is no way I can go to “professional” help, so ya.
Often (like everyday or sometimes every second day) I get this half hour of emotionless, I just feel empty, I can still smile or whatever, but there are no feelings. It is followed by extreme sadness, like I feel REALLY sad, there is no time for that sadness, can be a minute or up to all night. Oh, and that feeling only comes after like 7 o’clock, so night time basically.
I DO NOT get suicidal thoughts or any self harm or any of that, just sadness, I feel helpless and that I CAN do things but I am pulled back for no reason.
Does anyone have a slight clue what might be happening?