I have known this guy since about 2-3 years ago, we never really talked but this year we suddenly just hit off. It was only recently we went out on a date, it was really sweet, holding hands and all that, we even cuddled in the cinema. I thought it went great, conversation was awesome and we both laughed a lot. Thing is shortly after that, we got into a fight. I blew up and got really pissed at him. And I think I might just have went over board a little. Even though he kept apologizing, I didn’t really accept. I feel bad for it now. And looking back, it was not just him that was in the wrong, I was to blame too.
I feel really bad and really sad and I want to make things right again. But he just keeps ignoring me. That makes me feel even worse. I’ve apologized but I don’t feel any better. I have no idea what to do now. Should I call or just leave it be? I don’t want to lose him, he’s a really great guy for all his flaws. I’m scared I might lose him just because I got confused and blew up. I feel like beating myself up about it.