Hi..its been a long time since i really used this website..well.. i never thought i’d come back to this website again anyway..but i think I’ve had it with life..
I’ve been faking a smile for the rest of my life..just not to make my family worry..and I try not to cry, but its hard.. I am actually known as that shy kid.. I don’t like saying no to others, I don’t like to hurt others. Hoping they wont hurt me as well, but i was wrong, I was hurt more than one time, but i kept on this fake smile. and i was okay with it.. until the closest person to me started to hurt me as well.. I thought we were friends..but I was wrong..I am just a toy for them, that they throw away when they are done with.. I just..cant trust them anymore.. I cant trust anyone anymore.. I’ve had enough from this world.. I cant put the fake smile on anymore..it hurts.. it just hurts so much that I feel like dying…But hey..thanks for reading this.. It kind of makes me feel a bit better..to know that someone read this.. and sorry for wasting your time..