Hi. I would like to ask if you can help me in relationship. Its about my crush. He is such a shy boy and he never had a girlfriend before from what i know. Okay i started to like him since April 2014. It still new. Okay i met him this year and i like him this year. Same goes to me, i never had a boyfriend before because my mom don’t allowed me to have one as i’m 17. We met 5 times a week at tuition centre. Before this..he seems like ignoring me but since June, he seems like showing me signs but i can’t finalize it. Okay. many of my friends said that he likes me but he never told me that he likes me… i wonder if it is true or not but i always realise that his bestfriend will always smile brightly to him whenever i sat behind him or near him… my crush had never spoke to girls except his schoolmate.. so last week i tried to speak with him… while talking… i can see his eyes does not blink at all and his eyesbrows seem lifted.. he seems to smile but he control.. last night… i wrote him a letter to ask why he skip tuition… i ask my friend , who is a boy to pass it to him… when i gave it to my friend and i mention my crush name… they smile brightly… when my friend gave the letter to my crush… he looks weirdly at the letter… but i dont know whether he throw it or he kept it… im so afraid if he throw it… when my crush walks out.. he looks like no feeling and he went to the next bookstore… when he walks out of the books store… he seems happy and smile brightly alone.. and a few weeks later, i ask the boy who help me to pass the letter to him whether he ask who gave him the letter. The boy said that my crush does not ask because he knew the letter was from me.
On the next day. I saw he talk to a girl who is his schoolmate friendly and i felt jealous. While he was talking with the girl, sometimes he look at me.. So i ran out and cried in car. He walks out and just see me from far. Then tomorrow during chemistry class i sat behind him.. usually when other girl sat behind him, he always bend his body but when i sat behind him, he straightened his body until i can’t see the front whiteboard. by night, i sat behind him again and he leaned his back towards me. I accidently touch his back but he did nothing. he just kept quiet. Suddenly, when he turned back to talk with his friend who sat behind me, his leg touched my legs but he just let it be until i remove mine. Before i go back, my friend ask me why did i cried last night? He heard it and he just look at me and run out. Leaving me alone in theclass with others. one night by chance, I had to queue to get into the class. suddenly I see it. Then he stood behind me as we were in the same class. but by squinting my eyes, I see him as standing next to me. and I realized that my bag move because the bag touch his arm. then I stepped forward a bit and now he was behind me. I could feel that he was standing near the back of me because I could hear him breathing hard and fast. does he love me also in silence?
