I’ve been in relationship for almost 2 year (3 days from now actually). But the problem is… I don’t even like the guy I’m going out with. I was quite overjoyed with the thought of having my first boyfriend when I was 14 years old, so when he tried hard to get close to me, I was pleased and said ‘yes’ immediately.
We’re just fine for a while, but things get worse and worse. He’s a jealous man, and I don’t like boundaries, he wants me to do many things for him which I don’t want to, but I had to do them because he got angry at me. I feel like I’m going out as compulsory and nothing more.
I grew more and more tired of him at which I’ve come to hate him. We broke up several times, he won’t let me go. I hate it, but I don’t know how to say it to him. I know he loves me, but I don’t, so what should I do?