Starting off with the lesser of two evils… I always feel insane. I talk to myself, characters I’ve created are becoming multiple personalities and it’s simply hell for my brain to figure out. Any advice on that one?
The second part makes me feel bad. I’m a girl. And to be honest, I hate it. I hate the parts, the responsibility, the attitude, the whole package. I’m still a virgin if that matters and I’m only 17, so I’m not 100% sure about my feelings. I just know that I want to be a man. But not even a straight man. Moreso gay. As of now, I’m bisexual. But my mother always gets in my face and tells me how happy she is that she has a girl. Knowing my thoughts on the matter, it makes me feel bad. My mother is my favorite person ever, so I know she’d accept this decision if it made me happy, but I don’t want to be a disappointment to her. She’s already not okay with my sexuality. Any advice on this one? How do I approach it? SHOULD I approach it? Should I just sit back and accept my parts and life? Help!