I am conflicted. I feel like I should… I feel angry..
I don’t even know what to type I’m so conflicted..
1 I know it’s wrong, but I feel like self harming.
2 I don’t know whether I should forgive my sister or not
3 Is it bad to love the sister that sexually abused me more than the one that physically/verbally abused me?
4 I don’t know if I should text my crush or not. (We haven’t talked in weeks cause I’m the one who always initiates conversation so I decided not to. She hasn’t tested me so I guess the friendship is just over at this point. )
5 What is the best way to meditate?
Those are all my thoughts that are being jumbled into a ball and are wrecking havoc inside ny mind arena where it can roll around and smash into other composed and orderly thoughts turning them into messy jumbled of havoc wreacking thoughs!!