I’m in Year 11, I have had this one main bestfriend for roughly 11 years now. We went to the same primary school but went to different secondary schools a few years ago. We still kept up our friendship, it’s unique and was perfect. But now I feel like she is drifting away and I can’t do anything about it, she is so popular and has loads of friends, some really close who also call her their bestfriend.
This is mainly jealously, I know. But still, I have 2 friends I am always with at my school currently, I’m extremely shy and I think I may have social anxiety which is ultimately why don’t go out or make any friends.
I am so so scared about moving onto sixth form or college in summer, because I will have nobody with me which I don’t think I’ll be able to cope with and I think that’s why I keep “putting off” applying to anywhere because I just don’t want to properly grow up and go into the “real world”.
My shyness is destroying me, I won’t go out anywhere and I know I won’t make any friends when I leave school too.