OK so there’s this girl I really like (I’m a guy btw) and I found her on social media and I’m wondering if I should contact her and if I do how do I go about it without being creepy. We’re both graduates that recently graduated high school and the way I got to know her was we both had an online math class together and I’d help her with it. She’d always feel bad that I’d help but I’d offer to help her anyways because I liked her and I liked talking to her even if it was just helping her and I also didn’t want her to fail. She was at risk of not passing the class because she had terrible sleeping patterns and she wouldn’t eat breakfast (she was poor, that could a reason) and she had diabetes and her blood pressure would get high and what not so she always felt like shit and I would do whatever I could to encourage her to get her work done and it worked.
I think she’s beautiful but I do like her for reasons outside of how she looks for example she’s a really good artist and she’s into video games (I’m into video games). I also think she’s different, she’s not like the other girls because she doesn’t look or dress like everyone (or anyone) else. She’s sort of goth, the way she combs her hair makes her ears look big like an elf (which is attractive in my eyes but of course I like a lot of things about her), and she likes to wear dark outfits and necklaces.
In my entire life I can only recall liking 4 girls (I’m 18 years old) and she happens to be one of them and I just need some input, other people’s thoughts. I only come on here when I feel like I’m about to break down and liking this girl as much as do and not being with her has affected my behavior; I have trouble sleeping, eating, I decided to unfriend my friends I constantly yell and I frequently get in a bad mood (I usually get in bad mood regardless but its gotten worse now).
More than likely I’m gonna let her go and not talk to her, but in the mean time it sucks because every thing remind me of her she’s constantly on my mind and I keep thinking “what if?”. What are your thoughts?