This is a sentance I use a lot. I don’t understand why I’m not good enough for my friends or family or boys. I don’t understand why people think it’s so great to make fun of me. I don’t understand why I’m so stupid. I don’t understand why we all work so hard in life to just die in the end. I’m 15 and a girl. I recently found out that my mum has been depressed for years and just recently started meds for it. I’ve also attempted suicide before and I’ve self harmed. I have one best friend whom I talk to everyday and trust with everything but sometimes I think I’m too much for even him. If someone could help me understand any of those things…thanks