I’ve been dating this girl for almost a year. Recently though, I haven’t been feeling as happy with our relationship. We’ve been separated for a couple months due to summer break but we saw each other again at the beginning of school but, I wasn’t really happy to see her. I’d hate to leave her as I’d hate myself to do this to her and I regret agreeing on a promise I can’t keep. I feel like a total douche for it but at the same time is it the right thing to do? I don’t know how she’ll take it but if something bad happens I feel I wouldn’t be able to live with it for the rest of my life. I wasn’t always there for her and I regret it, she’d be upset because of it, but this is major and I don’t know what to do.