I often feel like everyone is better than me, at anything, I just don’t feel like I’m good at something, I feel like I have a bad time reaching out to people in real life. I have a few friends, but sometimes I just don’t want to overwhelm them with all my negativity. It’s really hard for me to make new friends, because I don’t feel good enough, I show everyone a smile because if they see who I really am, a depressive teen, they will not want to be around that much anymore.