Hi there. I’m a third year college student.I have issues regarding my old friends. Yesterda my high school friends and I met. They were the ones I used to bond when we were still in high school and I really really love them so much.. I miss them too…We are in college now and I went to a different university… It is situated far from theirs..The environment there in my university is so different from theirs. Like people in our university are more serious and less childish. Maybe I have just adapted to my new environment in college.And then, yesterday, I felt very very bad. It seems like I don’t belong to them anymore…
I feel so out-of-place. I can’t relate to their topics… I feel fucking bad!
I got depressed really that I cried all night . I used to enjoy their company… we used to bond, but they are like strangers to me now. Every time I open a topic, it feels like they are ignoring me like they can’t relate to me anymore. So yesterday, I just wanted to kill myself for being there. I regretted why I came and met them. I felt so alone. They are all laughing and I just stared at them feeling so confused. I don’t want to lose them. They mean so much to me. But I feel so helpless being with them. I feel terrible when I’m with them. I want to be my old self again, the one who can relate to them but I don’t know how… I feel so so depressed. Please help me dear readers. Thanks.