i moved to a different country with my mum and left everything behind when i was 10, but i still visit because of family… but i just cant move on properly because i dont feel like i finished my life there… and basically i need to get over it and start living here but its really hard, and every day i feel so shit and lost…and i really hate where i live atm and think it would be better in my home town but im just confused and need some advise please…
There's nothing wrong in wanting to move back to your home country. If you feel negatively, and if your place of living is not good, you should move, because home is where you should be comfortable and found.
This is a decision only you can make. If I were you, I would most likely move, but before you make any decisions, think of the pros and cons of both countries, and if you would like to try living in your home country again, you can rent a room in a hotel in that country for a few days, and get a vibe of what your country is like, and you can decide if you would like to further live there or not.
Whatever your choice is, it is not bad unless you think it is bad. You control your own choices, and you shouldn't feel pressured or think differently because of doubts. Yes, this is not a decision to take lightly, so that is why I advise you list pros and cons of both countries, try renting a hotel room in the other country, do research, etc. But in the end, Do what makes you happy. Do what makes you feel found.