Basically all of my friends have had their first kiss and/or gone further. I had a boyfriend for 3 months over the summer but I was too afraid to ever kiss him. People would always be really surprised that I’ve never had a boyfriend and that I have never kissed anyone, which makes me more insecure about it. Plus, there’s a lot of guys who text me and message me wanting to hook up and I always say no. They expect that I have kissed and have gone further than kissing so that makes me more self conscious about it. I really want to kiss someone and get it over with sometimes so that i wouldn’t have to deal with people being surprised, or fearing doing truth or dare or something that will involve kissing at a little party. I just don’t really know what to do about this situation.