Hey, I’m scared…
I’m just really scared because I’m not a responsible teen!!!
I’m only 13, I should be wise and make smart desicions,
but NO, instead I dirty talked on omegle because hormones… (2-3 months ago or something)
I’M THIRTEEN, I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING AND BE GIRLY AND ENJOY CHICK-FLICKS WITH FRIENDS OR WATCH ANIME, HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE, I DON’T KNOW! I’M SUPPOSED TO BE INNOCENT AND SWEET AND HAPPY WITH MY LIFE JUST LIKE THIS ONE GIRL I KNOW..I’M SUPPOSED TO BE SHOPPING, HAVING FAMILY TIME, BUT I BARELY HAVE FAMILY LEFT FFS.
This is not where I wanted to be at this age…God no!
I suffer with anxiety and OCD,
I lost a parent LAST YEAR,
I lost my innocence this summer,
I live in an unfinished house,
I lost my best friend this summer,
I probably have sugar addiction,
I’m developing sexually really differently from other teens,
AND my family is cursed with bad luck. Basically nobody in my family has ended up happy, they’ve all failed life,
AND I’M SO SCARED OF DOING THAT TOO!
DIRTY TALKING TO A LOT OF STRANGERS ONLINE, ANONYMOUSLY,
I’M PROBABLY GONNA END UP SLEEPING AROUND!
I’VE EVEN TRIED CHAMPAGNE OMG, I’LL END UP DRINKING.
What if I end up smoking and drinking? And become addicted to sex and fail my school and just fail life just like all my family?
Hell, I’m probably gonna get divorced 1000 times in the future, I have some sort of effect on people that turn them into cold hearted sadists when they’re around me!
I’M SICK OF THIS!
DO I EVEN BELONG ON THIS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT CALLED EARTH?
HOW IN THE WORLD WILL I END UP AFTER EVERYTHING I’VE BEEN THROUGH AND DONE!?
LIKE EVERYONE AROUND ME IS SOOO FUCKING HAPPY, I HATE HAPPY PEOPLE! Like the other day the class went on some trip and there are like some of their parents who are teachers and YEAH THEY WERE ALL SO HAPPY WHILE ME AND MY MOM ARE SUFFOCATING IN ANXIETY OR SOMETHING