Hello darling, you have "trust problems", I believe. Either you've been betrayed before, or you just see the evilness of others. Let's say people talking behind other person's back, gossips and rumors and so is lies. I've been in your situation before, because I "trust too much" and some people use that as an advantage. Sometimes, not trusting people too much and doubting them is a goodthing for me. It makes me aware of what harm they can cause me.
But then I had a boyfriend, and he's a very nice guy. But i always have doubts about him and I don't open myself enough. I find it difficult to tell him things, id rather keep it to myself. I have this "fear".
But he told me that i can trust him, and that he will not betray my trust.
and so ive told him the depressing past ive suffered , and the main reason why i am this way.
He is a very honest guy, and now.. we're still strong! Going strong for a year and two months! :)
He's not only my boyfriend but so is my best friend. And I feel grateful of having him in my life.How to trust? Dear, I know trust is not an easy thing to give, and so you should give it to the right kind of people. Those who you know , what ever happens wont ever turn their backs at you. Your parents, you can trust on them, because in the list of the people whom i trust, after god i also trust my parents then lastly, my boyriend.
I know it will feel like you're afraid , but confiding in your parents, i know you'll be in better hands. It may feel hard, but if you push yourself to trust, i know just like me, you can trust again.
Life doesn't stop giving us lessons. You can be betrayed, but that doesn't stop us from trusting and learning. Goodluck, honey.