I am a very nice person. I try to see the good in everyone that comes into my life. I met this man thru friends and we are so compatible. Its creepy how he is the male form of me. We are both married, but apparently only on paper. I am separated from my husband and he is never with his wife. They don’t spend time together, they don’t hang out or talk on the phone. So to me, I would assume they are not together. Well two months ago things came to a head and we started hooking up. It was strictly to be “having fun”. I was ok with this because I didn’t not anticipate growing feelings for this person. We’ll funny enough, my feelings has grown very deep for him and from the looks of it, his feels have grown very deep for me. For the last month he has slept in my bed with me and spends all his time with me but nothing has been labeled a relationship. Well last night he claimed that he had to straighten things out with his mom and he was gonna crash there, yea I believe he is with his wife. Im a little jealous but more hurt. I truly feel like im being led to believe something that is false. Im so pissed and hurt that these types of people keep crossing my paths. I just want love, just like anyone else but I feel as though its not in my starts bc….well…..I always fall short.
