I decided that I really needed therapy last summer after I dated this guy, Andrew, for a while, and we broke up because of my “addictive” behavior. He just didn’t want to be with me because I was too crazy and clingy, It ended really badly (long story), because he has some aggressivity issue, enough that the police had to come between us. I had to move out of my place for my safety. That really made me realized that I need help because I can’t be in relationships like this… Plus it wasn’t working since the beginning because of my problems and I really want to be able to have a nice relationship one day. It’s so important to me.
It’s the second time that the police is involved in one of my relationship because I constantly dated people who have serious problems. Most of time, I do things wrong to, if I wasn’t so addicted to them, they wouldn’t act they way they do, but at the end of the day, they are the aggressive one and I am attracted to them (if a guy is nice to me, I will FOR SURE be not attracted to them, even if I do not that it doesn’t make sense and that I shouldn’t feel this way.) How can I change this? Why do this happen to me? I can’t help myself!
