I’ve been wanting to leave this relationship Im in, but my natural instinct is to always fight for it. He always tries to break up with me, saying these are the two unhappiest years of his life, saying how unhappy he is, that he hates being with me. He says Im never happy, I complain about everything, and he called me a sniveling little bitch, which was when he began wanting to break up with me, my natural instinct was to fight for the relationship, then I realized how unhappy he was and agreed to leave, then suddenly he cooperates and talks it out about solutions with me. We end up together, but he always leaves whenever he wants, when something doesnt go right. I want to have the guts and self esteem to leave, cause I dont want to make him miserable, and he says life wouldnt make sense without me, even I do make him miserable at times. I just..want to leave deep deep down, no matter how hard my heart is telling me to fight for it. I want to know how to build up self esteem and confidence.
