how to face my problem today

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i don’t even know how to ask this but the situation is. I’ve took lots of depression tests online and each one of resulted to high depression or something. as of now, i have a big problem, i don’t even know how to face it, i’m so scared and so ashamed of myself. i feel like nobody would suffice to make me feel that everything is okay. since i entered college, i faced my problems on my own. i was forced to study in the city with only our helper with me, or occasionally all by myself. i feel like its me against the world. its as if life sucks and so full of nonsense when i’m having problems. i’m scared to disappoint my family but when every time i make mistakes its as if i just want to vanish in the face of the planet. I’ve tried to commit suicide a couple of times before. usually, i don’t want to talk to anyone but i want someone to understand me as i am even without saying a word. now, currently, i just want to go somewhere and disappear there.

Category: asked August 18, 2014

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Life seems like a struggle if you don't have the right tools to help you through it. I would suggest working on your inner image. It seems that your problem consists of always having to live up to certain expectations, wether it's from your family or yourself. Try to work on living up to what YOU want to do. You have to understand that you are the best version of you. No body is better at being you than yourself. So try letting go of envy, jealousy, or the feelings that you need to have certain things in order to like yourself. That's all i can say unfortunately, hope it helps. However if you wanna try, you can visit this link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEfOcZMKJ30 i listen to this every night, because it somehow keeps me a little motivated to work on my self image, and make sure my own goals and standards are set.
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thank you so much..