My advice is pretty simple, but %100 the truth. You are worrying about how your boyfriend sees you. But what you need to think about is how YOU feel. You know inside that you're an amazing person. And if your boyfriend is the type of person that only judges skin deep. Then you have to ask yourself the hard truth of if you want to be with someone like that. Be yourself, and be confident in who YOU are. Not what everyone else wants in you. You are you, they are not. Once you can pass that threshold, the confidence will pour out of you. And trust me, guys find confident girls extremely attractive. Be yourself=Be Confident & Happy.