My best friend lights up my life and every time he texts me or we hang out i become engulfed in insane happiness for hours. The only problem is between hangouts or texts (sometimes up to three weeks for hangouts & 2 days for texts) i become completely unresponsive and depressed and i wait by my phone All day and beat myself up over the fact that he won’t answer. And it’s not like i text him a lot or ask him to hang out everyday. : p thing is i Hate sitting around all day and i Hate having my phone with me. I want to be out climbing the mountain or discovering deer, or anything that’s not sitting around. But i don’t get cell service on the mountain and i don’t really want to bring my phone anyways, but if i leave it home then i stress out about it. Maybe he texted me and I’m missing an opportunity to hang out, maybe he’s calling me right now to see if i can come help him build a shed or something. It destroys me till i finally flip and have to leave my adventure to go home and check my phone. I hate it, cause them i check it and he’s not said a word and then I’m just depressed by that and can’t get myself to go do anything cause I’m so depressed! Sigh, it’s awful. So i need to find out how to forget him, not obsess, not be so dependant on his joy. How in the world do i do that??