I want to be with her for the rest of my life, but – I’m so scared to trust her. I’m afraid that if I show her everything it won’t be someone that she loves too and I know she’s not afraid to show me who she is, and even if she was, there’s nothing that could ever make me love her less. I don’t… I don’t know if she can say the same, because I’m so messed up that I tire myself out thinking about it. I’m a codependent mess.