It took me a long time to feel like I fit in at college. The whole first semester was a strange experience, but I was also able to get to learn about MYSELF again. Without the cloud of high school hanging around, I feel like I have made a lot of strides toward becoming a better man. While I have made mistakes (a ton) and have felt very lonely and horrible, I also have been able to rediscover a lot of the magic in life.Growing up is as tough as they always said it would be (you know, when we never really believed them). But it is also the chance to become a true individual and do so many things in life.Don't blame yourself for these feelings you have. Try to put them away, they're not helping anything. Just live, try talking to random people in your classes, go to clubs and parties, even if it's not normally your scene. It never was mine, but I had a lot of fun and bonded with people I can now be super close to AND not go to parties all the time.All just advice, take what works and leave what doesn't. I wish you the best, and just remember, college is a huge step, take your time, relax, enjoy the little things everyday. You're alive, that's all that really matters in the end.
