I left out the details because there is a lot and quite frankly last time I explained it to someone it took an hour. My extendes family is imploding, 3 of my 4 aunts are divorced, in custody battles, one is being taken to court, theres insane medical problems on both sides of my family that dont help at all, one of my baby cousins died, one ex step cousin is being processesd as an international felon and his dad is harassing my aunt about it now, one of my cousins is suicidal but getting help now. Ive got a lot of other stressors now being an up and coming senior in high school with no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. And to top it off, one of my best friends has stopped acting like shes a friend and the other is in need of some help with her psycho divorced and verbally abusive parents and the rest of her life is going down a really dark path. I dont know what to face first or even how. I just feel like im drowning im crazy stress. Your ideas helped tho, ideas of a place to start :)