recently i’ve noticed that my motivation to do things is pretty much non-existent. no matter how much i want to do something, i never end up doing it. is it just laziness? i just really don’t understand what’s going on
Sometimes it can happen to lack motivation. Try to put your mind to it and you can also reward yourself afterwards. If you've done something you had to do, give yourself a little treat afterwards. If you reward yourself, you can have something to look forwards to once you pushed through the things you had to do. Keep in mind that you can do anything that you put your mind to.