I’ve known him since like what feels like the beginning of time but it’s only been 2 years, but we’re so close. I can tell him anything, and he sort of is like the big brother of our group of friends (e.g. like my friends boyfriend cheated on her and he beat the shit out of him). Anyways over the past year i realized that the love i feel for him isn’t like a brother, its like romantic love. Like i can honestly see myself with him in the future. We’re like the same person. I want things to be real with him. I thought I would be able to ask him out no problem, but I get so nervous and start freaking out and make excuses on why i shouldn’t. But i want to do this no matter what. I drive home with him like all the time now, but i don’t know how to casually ask him out…
