This past year everything seemed to just go downhill. Yeah, every now and then something good happened like winning the spelling bee and getting a boyfriend but in the end those things end up fading into nothingness as well. I have my happy moments it’s just that.. well let me put it this way. Have you ever felt so happy one moment and then a few minutes later just come crashing back down to reality? My life feels like that but on repeat. So now I’m struggling to decide whether something is actually wrong with me or if I’m just overreacting and this is actually just a phase or something everyone feels. I’m not quite sure what I can do anymore.