It has come to the point that I have to carry a blade in my pocket at work and when no one is looking to cut myself. Or getting ready to go some where and have to do it. I’ve even done it while tanning before. And out to eat with family, I just excuse myself to the bathroom. I have tried the whole hair tie snapping thing but that doesn’t work for me. I want to see the scar. Any tips on how to stop the urges or stop myself from doing it all the time.