So this guy… I’m finding myself falling for him day by day. But I can’t like this dude, because first, I don’t do relationships — I’ve always had commitment issues, so it’s almost sort of a part of my lifestyle, because I want to maintain my freedom; second, that guy obviously doesn’t and shouldn’t (for social reasons) have romantic feelings for me — we are also probably too similar in nature, both have quite strong personalities, so even although we have good conversations, I really don’t think we are compatible; third, I’m feeling miserable because I hate myself when I can’t keep my cool — I hate myself for giggling like a silly little girl after seeing him…
Also… there really isn’t a way to avoid contact with him. We meet at the office everyday, really.