All yous are probably like wtf why would she wanna stop being nice. But I do , my ex and I used to argue all the time yeah stupid teenage relationship but I’m always the one saying sorry. He was kinda depressed so I was always so scared he’d commit and I’d have panic attacks. if I argue with anyone and they call me something I just go ok and often they yell at me for not reacting which makes me panic because I think they hate me. I think I suffer from anxiety and erg I hate my life right now , I hate being scared to sleep , I hate feeling like everyone’s laughing at me and I hate feeling like everyone’s against me I just have such low self confidence and well yeah x