I’m 18 a college student living at home, going to communtiy college. My household is so dysfunctional. I try no to be home as much as possible, by working and going to school. But when i come home things hit me twice as hard. I live in the ghetto, and i only live with my mother, and her friend. They are not together, he doeesn claim her, he’s very lazy, selfish, and annoying. He’s not a man at all. My mom is always yelling at him, and yelling a me she alwasy does yell at me shes emotinally abusive. They are one big headache, and im trying to better life, and this just bother me a lot. Because of where im from and somethings i dont yet have, i feel like im not good enough, or can even relate to somethings with most people. Im sure m y mom abuses pain killers, she always seems so slow, tired,aggressive,selfish, uncaring,hyper. I’m just tired of putting up with her behavior, and how she treats me. I can not move out since i dont have my own car but i have a licensee, and i dont want to depend on anyone to ake me to where i need to go. It’s bad enough i have to get yelled at and questioned by her when i need to go somewhere. So to sum it up , im living in a crazy house and i need to get away! This is really affecting my mood all the time,a nd sometimes i can not even focus on school work or even sleep. Today i feel really sad, i’m never this low.