Well, you can do that by doing what you like... There has to be something.. There was this one time... I wanted to runaway... (few months back) and I did. I came back home after a few days... and planned on running again as it was fun for me... but I did realized that the first time I ran, made things better for. Not advising you to runaway. Trying to tell you that doing what you want to makes you feel better than good. :)