When it comes down to I loved her and I still do, even if I did end it. But we weren’t good for each other at least not now. We were, but aren’t we’d fight, one of us would cry, and talk about how much we wanted to self harm. She said offensive things about my core personality unintentionally, and I sometimes was so distant emotionally I couldn’t help her enough. But we weren’t a good relationship. I’d go to her house every few days and we wouldn’t do anything besides please her. I like making her feel good and things but I just felt so empty inside. We used to watch shows or talk but not anymore it’s just that. And if we were talking online it’d only be to solve her problems, real conversations were almost impossible unless helping her problems. While those things are nice they just weren’t a relationship, just being a guardian and trying to pleasure her. But she loved me and I loved her so ending it made her mad. She hates me I don’t blame her, I just want to help her. I told her friends to be there for her, and it made her hate me more saying I have no business worrying for her, but I love her. I just want to move on and want to know what to do.