People often describe me as a scary/intimidating person. One of the most common things I hear people call me is a monster, because I kind of look like one. I have trouble expressing emotions and that also scares people because, I don’t smile or laugh really. the friends that I do have call me scary and when I get angry they back away because they think I’m going to hit them. Even my ex thought I was going to beat her when I got upset. Thats the thing though is even though I have done many martial arts, I would never hit someone (outside of self defense) with the intent to hurt them. I have only lost my temper and hit someone once and after that I went to anger management and joined cadets and joined a martial art with the intent of being able to control myself. I’m a teenager and I try to take responsibility for my actions, but it really hurts that people are scared of me. Its like people don’t even want to come near me.
