I made it for about three months free until i started again because my depression came back for some reason; I’m guessing it was a bad day. As a freshman, it’s not hard nor easy either as being a freshman. It’s complicated, and the hallways get really crowded that sometimes when the bell rings I literally run to my next class because of the fear of the crowd & with that crowd I think I’m going to be judged you get me? Lately, all I have been thinking is self-harm. I have a few recent scars, & only have been clean for about three to six weeks which is actually good for me, but sometimes I think about it. I have an urge to self-harm again BUT I know I have to stop. Is there anything you can suggest?