in the last month of 2013, I was having a LDR with this beautiful girl from Scotland
she was really into me and I was really into her..
she was so dedicated to see me in person for a comic book convention in Chicago this year, talking about working 2 jobs so she can afford the flight and I was gonna take care of the rest..and if that didn’t work out. I would fly over there and hang out with her.
then everything went bad…she told me she won’t be able to make it to the con till 2015…..then everything just went…bad…AGAIN..our convos weren’t like they use to be.. ….I asked her if she still had feelings for me and she said….”I don’t know”
-_- I can’t just take that as a fucking answer..
..so I sent her another message begging her to give me a straight up answer….she didn’t really but she said “she cant make decisions without actually knowing how she feels…so staying friends might be the safest thing to do right now..”
now to be far…she’s right…LDR SUCK….ASS
I’ve been in 2…one became a bitch and the other one just stopped talking to me….dating someone closer to her
but I really….REALLY thought we where going somewhere with her
I had such a great feeling she was into me…SHE EVEN TOLD ME SHE HAD A CRUSH ON ME!…
how the fuck did it just end?…
and get this….she’s says LDR sucks…she’s talking about meeting someone in Switzerland who she has feelings for……WHAT?! LDR SUCKS….SO I’LL DATE SOME GUY WHO LIVES AT SWIZERLAND..GTGVTREDGKFC4REDGJV RYTJGTFCJT4RDGJV;TRJDSF’JCT4;RESDHTF;’WEA…..sorry…I…sorry lol
so..before I hurt myself more…how can I get over her?
we don’t really talk anymore…and that kills me…I sent her a link on facebook..it says she saw it…yet no replay….
every time I hear someone talk about Scotland…I’ll think of her
every time I hear certain songs….I think of her….
how can I get over it?
I know most people would say meet other women…I just gotta get a job…and a car…and my own place
I know the right woman will come around…but I still miss rachel..
I was so in love her