Check yourself into a mental health hospital. If your town has a crisis centre, go there and they can, for lack of a better word, hook you up. Your parents don't need to know until you're in the waiting room at the hospital and then legally they can't take you out if your mental and physical health is at stake. Also, call a crisis hotline or a Child and Family centre and if you're over the age of 12 they legally don't have to tell your parents ANYTHING you tell them, unless you're confessing abuse or the desire to kill yourself or others. Stay strong lovely, hope everything works out for you. <3