I’m 21 years old on my way to my last year in college.
My boyfriend and I have been together off and on for almost four years. Sometimes we break up twice a week, other times we break up once every few weeks. I’m always the reason for breaking up. He never wants to/initiates it. The main reason besides little things he has done here and there to hurt me, is that I am not in love with him, anymore. I’m also not sure if I ever was. I find myself a lot more attracted to other guys physically and mentally.
My boyfriend is the nicest person and a GOOD person. He treats me really well as well. He is also a great friend. But I want someone with a more complex and stronger personality. Also someone who I am more attracted to. My boyfriend is a very cute handsome kid but sometimes I just feel that he is not my type.
I am EXTREMELY attached to him because we have known each other before we even dated and we have been through SO much together. I am not sure how to break up with him and be okay with it. I can’t last longer than a week without feeling sick about it and wanting to be with him again.