I just feel really sad a lot and am unhappy with my life. The reason I’m unhappy is because im going into 11th grade and want to start being a normal teenager and hang out with friends and have fun in the summer but instead im stuck with my mom and 6 yr old brother and 4yr old sister. It’s boring because theyre soo much younger than me and i can’t stand it. I don’t even know how to hang out with friends and all over the summer often. I do have a lot of friends but most of them live 15+ min away so its hard to make plans. I wish i had friends that i was close with that lived close to me and that i could hang out with like everyday. I get so jealous when i see people hanging out with their friends in the mall or even when im watching a movie or when people post pictures of all the fun they had hanging with their friends. I can’t stand it anymore.