I loved him, and he is a big reason I’m still here. And now he’s gone…. I don’t know what to do. I have to see him tomorrow… We have 1st period together and at lunch I sit at his table. And I’m going to have to answer people when they ask if we’re together and I don’t think I can do that without breaking down again :’( I want him to know how badly he hurt me, but at the same time I don’t want to appear weak….