Have you ever drifted of and thought something you weren’t supposed to ?

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This is a weird question so if anyone has ever experienced this IDK please be patient.I was just listening to the lecture by the teacher and I drifted off to thinking how about if i could find a pill which which dissolved in water doesn’t show anything but if I drank it I ll die peacefully and that pill is something that makes it look like it was a natural death and so that my parents won’t be hurt and could just die easily and give up .
Weird I am I know ._.
What should I do ? Help ? pretty please with cherries on top

Category: Tags: asked November 11, 2013

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I have wondered about death, and what it would mean if I died many countless times. But then I told this to someone I trusted and they helped me realize it was normal, people often think about it, yet I should be careful not do anything more than just think about it. I've changed since I talked to that special someone. Maybe you should try and find someone who can monitor you, and help you see clearer around you.
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believe me ive had this thought and these types of thought processes many many times.. it happens. i agree with the person above, and i think it may be worth talking to someone! doesnt mean a therapist or psychologist, maybe a teacher you trust or a family friend or your older siblings or a parent if youd even like. believe me when you let a feeling as strong as that build up and get pent up inside you there are no positives that come from it..
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I can't share it with my parents That's why I sort of thought about that pill ._. I know family is there . But am I so pathetic that only the person that actually care about me are only who are related to me (blood relations). sometimes I just wanna close my eyes and never wake up . never get up and study , never , just never ! Just wanna lay down . close my eyes and never wake up